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i feel connected with my body right now. the fabric on my skin, the faint smell of bonfire smoke, the ring in my ears, the gentle breeze in my face.
it is nice, and quite unusual. i think im just happy to open the windows again and smell the fragrant breeze, i want to drink it up. it reminds me of when i go camping, i breathe in so deeply to cleanse my lungs of the dreadful still air that im so accustomed to now. a spring cleaning, a dusting.
i am happy to be comfortable in my bed, but i wish i were alone in the woods. its a different feeling to be able to lay on the ground. not a floor, not a bed, but the ground. a cotton pad in between doesnt hurt. it feel exactly as it is, grounding. i am here, i am present.